I'm growing quickly. Seriously, I started wearing maternity pants at 9 weeks. I can't make sense of my cravings-- they change rapidly. Sometimes food sounds delicious and comforting and other times in the middle of making dinner I develop an aversion to whatever I'm cooking. To date I've gained about 7 lbs. Not going to lie, I'm nervous to gain too much weight, but I'm also enjoying not freaking out about my calorie intake like I typically do. It's a balance I have yet to master. I'm still working out 5-6 days a week. I've been trying new things like yoga and water aerobics, but honestly, I love hiit training, barre, and weight lifting most. I plan to keep working out as often and hard as I can-- not just for physical health, but also for my mental health.
For someone like me, who likes to be in control, pregnancy is tricky. Your body is suddenly not your own anymore-- it does weird things, it grows in weird ways, you feel over emotional; and everything you go through is mostly out of your control. While there are moments of bliss and wonderment about the experience there are also moments of discomfort and anxiousness. I'm going to try and give myself over to this process and enjoy the journey--soak it all in (the good, the bad, the awkward, and the miraculous). Let it be will be my new mantra. This is, after all, my last go around (I mean, never say never; but I'm 98% this is it, folks).
I'll never forget that at one point in our lives we weren't sure if we'd be able to have children. It took nearly 2 years to get pregnant with Ruby and when she was born we were overjoyed-- at the very least we'd have one little person with whom to share our lives and love with. 2 years later when Wyatt came along we felt beyond blessed to know that now Ruby would also have a little friend to share her childhood with. We have never been sure how many kiddos we'd be able to have and have been deeply grateful and excited to share our lives with each of them. This new addition is no exception to the family rule. We're in for a fun new adventure this October and we couldn't be more excited about it.



























