Insomniac Epiphany

So, last night I had a dream that I was back in Utah and all I wanted to do was visit the kids I used to teach. I ran all over the place looking for them and when I finally found them I was overjoyed. They were growing so quickly and looked so happy.
Then I woke up and got to thinking about my teaching experiences in Utah. Those 2 years were some of the best of my life so far. I had a really fulfilling job, a new husband, and great friends at work and church. There were difficult days, but I was blessed. Now I miss teaching children to read and hearing the phrase, "teacher, teacher look at this!" I really miss the bear hugs, little gifts (like rocks from the playground and artwork made during free time), and mischievous grins-- I even miss the boys who would rough house during indoor recess and sit in the bathroom sinks during class.
But, life is full of stages and that was a different stage of my life. Looking back on it, I don't think that I enjoyed it as much as I should have. I was in a hurry to be a grownup. I wanted Brandon to be done with school (so that we could have more time together), a home of our own, a dog, and a baby. I wanted to know where life was taking us. Now that we're here, am I enjoying this stage as much as I should? Before I know it this stage will pass me by as well. I guess what I'm trying to say is, live and enjoy your now-- whatever stage it might be. It is only coming around once-- seize it while it's here. The past is past and the future is unknown. If you spend too much time reminiscing about the past or worrying and dreaming about the future you'll miss out on the present. So, here's to seizing the day and "ah-ha moments" that happen while you should be sleeping!